'Burning inside'

Could I but describe what I feel
It would be poetry
It would shine so bright
Like the light of a thousand suns

Cast upon the moon that is me
Blinded by this energy
I do all but shine
I take it all in and make it mine

Inside it is ready to burst
But not ready enough
My hands are numb
The light feels heavy in its sum

It weighs on my heart
Knows no rest
But torments me relentless
Until I cease to supress

That feeling inside me